this is for you.

i know i never been a good person to you,
never loved you the way you loved me,
never cared your sensitivity,
never understands you the way you understands me,
who always irritates you,
who always make you cry,
who always make you mad,
the things ive done,
the things ive said,
are unforgivable,
but leaving you are the only option that is not in my list,
1 day,
and when it comes,
you'll come to realize,
what i have been doing to you,
has its own reason,
has it's own explanation,
has it's own answer,
im miserable when im not with you,
when we fight,
when we're apart,
im only a human being which always makes mistakes,
repetitive mistakes,
im nobody to you,
and im nobody without you,
i love you with all my heart,
with all my strength,
with all my will,
i love you till it hurts,
makes me hard to sleep,
makes me cry,
makes me do lotsa thinking,
makes me vulnerable,
makes me indecisive,
and every each time im mad and saying stuff,
its because i love you,
and i care.