for the times...

for the 1st time i meet you,
i had my heart locked in,
for the first time i talked to you,
i had my heart beating,
for the first time i smiled at you,
i had my feet and knees trembled,
for the first time i said i love you,
i had my feelings upside down,
for the first time i held your hand,
my hand became cold,
for the first time i kiss you,
my body becomes numb,
for the first time i cry for you,
i felt closer and closer to you,
for the first time we laughed together,
i came to my conscious,
for the first time i missed you,
i realized that im nothing without you,
for the first time for everything,
i have a reason to live,
to breathe correctly,
to think widely,
to love cautiously,
to do things thoughtfully,
because every single thing im gonna do or done reflects my emotions to you,
im never gonna do best in life,
but im sure as hell im gonna do better in life,
all because of the women i love and respect every single second,minute and hours.

p/s: i love you faten nadia.i will always do.:)

for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing
for the ending of my first begin
and for the rare and unexpected friend
for the way you're something that i never choose but at the same time something i don't wanna lose and never wanna be without ever again you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always
my accidental happily
the way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
i must admit you were not a part of my book but now if you open it up and take a look you're the beginning and the end of every chapter...

i love you so much that its hard for me to see you hurt...

im hurting you on average.i hate it when i came to my sense that im doing it to you.if you ask me to leave you,ill do it.let me be hurt rather than you.im sorry...

me mo pinjam dis pintu c doraemon..
mo jumpa my boyfrend..
mo manja2 dgn dia..
mo pujuk dia jgn lg tlmpau sedih..
tp tiba2 pintu dia rosak tym on the way..
trus stuck di ranau saja..
kesiaaannn...

heyyyy,,,

she is all i need....

love you a LOT BABY....

im missing you so much b..

i miss our time together. dont you?

- i miss the way you used to hug me

- i miss your smile and your evil laugh..

- i miss to see you get sulky on the bed..

- i miss your blanket, but most of all i miss your perfume.

- i miss the time where you comb my hair.. it always lingers in my mind.

- i miss your kiss and the soft lips of yours,, i want you to kiss my forehead everyday!

- i miss being on your lap..

- i miss the way you hold my hand and kiss it..

- i miss to caress your hair and your face..

- i miss to sleep on your arm

- i miss your pampered voice when you being sulky...

- i miss to see you facing the silly wall, i wish i can draw my face there!

- i miss the time where you didnt leave me alone at night..

- i miss the way you really trying to get me.

- i miss the smell of your body early in the morning..

- i miss all the things we did.. all the stories.. i miss you.

because at the end of the day,
(even if it has been full of fights)
all I ever want is you.
nothing more,
nothing less,
it's pretty simple,
just you,
and that's it.